Thursday 27 October 2011

a lovely song
dedicted to my loveable DOZENT


he's so smart
he's soooooooo kind
he teaches me a lot
and the most important thing is he never leave pray


i adore him (in postive way)

To Sir, with Love

Those schoolgirl days, of telling tales and biting nails are gone,
But in my mind,
I know they will still live on and on,
But how do you thank someone, who has taken you from crayons to perfume?
It isn't easy, but I'll try,

If you wanted the sky I would write across the sky in letters,
That would soar a thousand feet high,
To Sir, with Love

The time has come,
For closing books and long last looks must end,
And as I leave,
I know that I am leaving my best friend,
A friend who taught me right from wrong,
And weak from strong,
That's a lot to learn,
What, what can I give you in return?

If you wanted the moon I would try to make a start,
But I, would rather you let me give my heart,
To Sir, with Love 


well, memang isi lagunya gak persis sama sih
paling ngga pesennya sama
this song is for you sir, with my love <3
saya pasti bisa seperti anda

siapa aku? siapa dia?

seorang gadis kecil berdiri, terdiam ditengah persimpangan.
ia menoleh ke kiri. tak lama kemudian ke kanan.
wajahnya tampak bingung.


aku terus mengamatinya.


sesekali ia menyeka kilauan air yang jatuh dari ujungnya.
lalu ia tampak kesal.


kupikir, ia pasti tak suka dirinya menangis.
kupikir, ia tak mau terlihat lemah.


seakan dapat membaca pikirannya
aku mengerti bahwa
ia, dirinya, sedang diantara dua pilihan.


seakan membenarkan dugaanku
ia melangkah ke kanan, lalu ragu, dan kemudian ia mundur
berdiri lagi di tempatnya semula


ada apa dengan dirinya?


ia kini terduduk lesu
tangannya memeluk lutut
kepalanya menengadah ke atas, menatap langit abu-abu
ia memejamkan kedua matanya
kini
lagi
air mata jatuh dari kedua pelupuk matanya


hei, apa ini?
mengapa aku menangis?
mengapa aku menangis sama sepertinya?


aku menatap gadis itu
gadis itu pun menatapku
sekejap kedua mata kami bertemu


kini semua jelas.
kini terlihatlah cermin besar dihadapanku


aku mengerti


gadis itu aku


itu aku


yang berdiri bimbang
yang menyeka air mata dengan kesal
yang terduduk layu


itu aku

Wednesday 26 October 2011


" Die Welt ist laut. Laut ist schön " - Ernst Jandl

Tuesday 25 October 2011

VIERUNDACHTZIG


Die Welt weint
warte auf dich
Die Sonne scheint
warte auf dich

Die Mond geht auf
bis sie untergeht
Die Sonne geht wieder auf
bis sie jetzt untergeht

Ich denke nur an sich
"Wo bist du?"
"Vergisst du mich?"
"Ich bin ich's"

Tag und Nacht
heiss, sogar regnet
warte immer auf dich
Du kommst aber gar nicht



Talitha Ardelia S.R.
25 Oktober 2011


Note:

Coba kalian pikirkan kira-kira gue disini sedang menunggu apa? :)
Clue! Jangan mudah terhanyut oleh kata-kata gue.

Monday 24 October 2011


"Chasing Pavements" by Adele


I've made up my mind,

Don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong, I am right
Don't need to look no further,This ain't lust
I know this is love
But, if I tell the world
I'll never say enough
'cause it was not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do
If I end up with you


[Chorus]
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there
Should I give up,Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere

I build myself ups
And fly around in circles
Waitin' as my heart drops
And my back begins to tingle
Finally, could this be it

[Chorus]
Or should I give up
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there
Should I give up
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere

Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there
Should I give up
Or should I just keep on chasin' pavements
Should I just keep no chasin' pavements
Ohh oh

[Chorus x2]

________________________________________________________________

should i give up?
or should i keep this thing?
if it's yes, then can i?

i'm proud to be Taurus girl :D


what you need to know about a Taurus girl

A beautifully figured tallish girl she has a good sense of humour and is naturally jolly. She also has a well structured face with high cheek bones and a look of intrigue in her dazzling eyes. A strong jaw line and a gorgeous smile that lights up the room as she rarely shares it with anyone.

She is constantly thinking and developing herself and this can lead to her re-inventing herself quite alot. When she gets upset she doesn’t share this either and will keep it to herself for a long time. She has a habit of cutting people off forever and will treat you as a stranger if she gets really mad.

She can be patient but loves to be excited but a long conversation or long meetings are dull for her. She can be in love with you one day and the next day act as though she never love you. She has the patience to do anything and will not stop till she gets there. She’s persistent and it has to be a good reason for her to stop.


Money is always important but not the only thing and she thinks of money as a tool an insurance for a good life. Her satisfaction comes from achieving goals and fine clothes and luxuries come when they do. If you want love and romance this may not be the girl for you as she likes to work and keep it moving. She loves animals and to be surrounded by animals. Like her male counterpart love is in the heart but freedom is in the soul. She fears rejection and hence does not talk about how she feels when describing love. She would rather show you. However when she is in love she will be more honest to you then any other woman you have ever met. She doesn’t tell you what you want to hear she tells you what you need to hear.  


She is lead by the Goddess Venus and this can be a great relationship if you can trust her fully and allow her to be free. You can’t tame her but if you let her go out you know she’s completely different from her friends as she thinks differently and in a way unique only to a Taurus. If she thinks you’re not real or sincere she is not going to stick around but how she will determine this is a mystery of her own. You are allowed to love her but don’t compete or make it so that the love is inhibiting her freedom.  She’s daring and impulsive this makes her stand out but she gets along with all types in every crowd.



She is not a jealous person because she stays occupied with so many other things in life to wonder if you’re flirting with some other idiot. She needs attention but will miss you if you go away however if you don’t have something she is looking for she doesn’t hesitate to find it elsewhere. She doesn’t embarrass you in front of your friends and will defend you to the death but will also have the courage to tell you to your face if things aren’t working out. Taurus women are known as holding the record for divorce because they don’t care what people think about them because they are loyal to them self and they’re happiness. If she’s happy though she makes the most easy going friendly girl friend and wife who never needs to nag because there is always something more important to think about or do.


As a confident women she is admired by many and has lots of friends and if you think about it you might as well do it. Men fancy the challenge of her constant change. She’s funny and cute and also tough, resilient, and calm. Her own style of dressing and doing her hair this makes her a unique trend setter. She wants to know your dreams but will tease you and joke with you but never about anything sensitive. When she’s done something she thinks is wrong she will tell you but it may take time so don’t pressure her. She hates owing people money and takes your word as your bond and if you break it well you’ve had it. If you owe her money you better pay her or else.


If this is how you want to be with then don’t be clingy or needy or narrow minded. Don’t mention the little things cause she won’t. Let her have her own privacy and don’t criticize her and she’ll be sweet with you.

source: http://allabouttaurus.tumblr.com/post/11650006279/taurusgirls#disqus_thread 

Sunday 23 October 2011



aku ingin sejenak dimengerti olehnya.

namun apa?

ia tak pernah mengertiku.

tak pernah pula ia menenangkanku.

...

ia hanya diam.

kadang tertawa.

ya, tertawa diatas penderitaanku.

pernah juga ia mengolokku.

meretaskan perih perih baru diatas yang dulu, 

yang bahkan belum pudar dari ingatan.

...


Rest In Peace


he's one of my favourite moto gp riders.
he has his own style,
he is uniqe.
he is extraordinary.






today, 23 October 2011 he passed away at Sirkuit Sepang Malaysia.
He used to be a winner at that place, and now he leave us at that place too.


He is too young to die, but well, that's what we called destiny.






goodbye Marco Simoncelli






have a nice ride to your last destination

Saturday 22 October 2011

ohne Titel. Nur Gefuehle.

inilah yang disebut saling melengkapi.

saat tangis dilengkapi oleh tawa.

saat duka dilengkapi oleh suka.

saat diam dilengkapi oleh canda.

saat sakit dilengkapi oleh senang.

saat kau melengkapi aku.

saat aku melengkapimu.

Freiheit..


aku suka melihat burung.

dimana mereka dapat pergi kemana pun yang mereka inginkan.

tanpa beban.

bebas.

lepas.

seperti bernapas.

aku ingin sepertinya.

melepas sejenak kesesakan yang kini merasuk.
melepas segala keperihan. kesedihan. kepahitan.

aku ingin merasa lepas.

sepertinya.

ya. sepertinya.

ia yang melayang-layang di angkasa.

a new one

Hell-o


gak pernah mikir buat bikin blog sebelumnya. terus tiba-tiba kepengen aja gitu. kalo ditanya kenapa? jawabannya: gatau. pengen aja.


harapan gue dengan diresmikannya blog ini sama gue sendiri, gue menjadi orang yang lebih pinter ngungkapin apa yang gue rasain.


that's it.


selamat membaca (kalau tertarik) :D


Jakarta, 22 Oktober 2011 8:48 PM
Talitha ARDELia Syifa Rabbani